Loving it

Completely loving these versions of George Strait songs

Lazy summer days

Normalcy (if there is a word)

I'm back to the daily grind after having an extended weekend. It's weekends like this that make we wish I had won the lottery =). Hope everyone had a safe holiday weekend!

I can't wait

Only 2 more days till the big day. I can't wait but I am nervous and excited all rolled up into one big ball of stress. I hate losing sleep over this but it will be so worth it in the end.

It's Monday

I'm not much of a photog at all but what a cool way to start off the week with none other than an amazing bouquet of flowers.

Loves

She is just figuring out to reach for her mommy and wave like pick me up!!!

Crazy people

Ok the weirdest thing happened last night when my mom and I were eating dinner. There was this big crash up derby outside the restaraunt. The guy the caused the reck, his car was pretty mangled. He was trying to clear the smoke from his airbags and then he got out of the car. Because the car was on the far left side of the lanes he started to job across the street to where the sidewalk was. Then he just kept running, this loser just kept going. Meanwhile the people that he hit had to have an ambulance called. It was literally the craziest thing ever that this fool kept on running. I mean now that I think about it, it makes me laugh but at the time it really wasn't funny. I just had to share that with you =).

Confused

Ok for some time now there have been some certain people in my life that have been pretty much non-existent that where a big part of my life when I was pregnant and to the present. Those people (no names mentioned) have just pretty much stop all communication and for what? I have no clue why that it has stopped and it's really hurtful. If I had done something or said something I would really hope that they would feel like they could talk to me about it. It's actually pretty sad that this has happened I am wondering if maybe it should have always been like this or if life has just gotten in the way. I am really confused?

My first Mother's Day

It's Official

I got my official results yesterday in the mail. I passed the CBEST. Now I am just one more step closer to being finished with school!!!

UGGHHHHH!!!!!

Ok so major pet peeve of mine, people who slurp their coffee or soup. Come one people they don't stay hot forever, is it really necessary to do the sound all the time?!?!?!?

I don't know what it is but . . . .

I can't get enough of Red Velvet cake or cupcakes from one of my fav stores, Sweet Surrender. I guess I am craving one right now and that explains the reason for this post. Happy Monday

Inspiration

Ok so here is my color palate and theme for little miss Emerson's first birthday party. Thanks to a crafty lady well will just call C. She is the queen of craftiness and ideas.

I am so crazy

Call me insane but I am starting to, well at least trying, to begin to look for theme ideas for Emerson's first birthday. I know people can you believe it's almost been a year. My precious amazingly cute little, well not so little anymore, baby girl will be 1 years old in a few months. It's crazy how time flies. Well she will be 9 mo. old in a few days so I thought I would get a head start. Seeing as how she was born in the middle of the summer I thought what's better than a pool party/BBQ at my house, something small just a few family and friends, yeah right small. What I am thinking it's my kids first bday but that is a whole other issue especially when it comes down to the $$$. So I was thinking maybe a cupcake or flower theme? I already have some cute cakes in mind and the colors are already set, the same as my shower. So let the fun begin I want to be the fun mom with great creative fun ideas, but that is a major work in progress.

Shocked . . . but in a good way

So yesterday me and Emerson headed off after work to get my oil changed and the tires rotated. Which by the way a girl should never have to worry about, guys should do that stuff. I know next to nothing about cars so these mechanics try to pull a fast but I am getting better at it. Anyways back to where I was going with this story. We get there and everyone is nice. Emerson fell asleep in the car but woke up right as we stopped the car, it never fails. Anyways so we get in and take care of everything that needs to be done and then we go to the little smelly waiting room. And when I say smelly it was because the place smelled of tires. They were everywhere, and I hate the smell of rubber tires it just gross to me. So as I am looking for something to keep Emerson occupied with I look down and there is a little story book that is a kids bible. I was amazed. In society today people are so afraid to have anything out in public that has to do with God because someone is going to throw a fit and say its offensive to them and their religion, that it is almost like people are in hiding when it comes to that. Anyways I was very happy and please that the book was there mixed in with all of the other magazines that was dated a year before that I picked it up and let Emerson just kinda look through the pages, we weren't there very long at all. But needless to say that I was sort of excited just for the fact that someone left this bible out there for "anyone" who was wanting to read it and not hold back.

Luke Bryan

Me and Emerson got to meet him in March man let me tell you he puts on one awesome show

Mother's Day

As Sunday quickly approaches it is setting in that it's MY first actually Mother's day woohoo. Last year I was preggers and technically I was a mom at that point but she wasn't here for me to hold so it wasn't really real, at least to me anyways. I can't believe that I am actually a mom, I guess it still really hasn't set in even though Emerson is almost 9 months old (WOW 9 mo already). I feel like my life has never been better and each and everyday is a new adventure for her and I. This girl is a chubby little speed crawler who is trying to walk very hard but can't quite get it down. I think it's her short little Fred Flinstone feet that get in the way. I now can say I truly understand the stresses and triumphs that mothers go through with their children. My life has taken on another dimension with her and I now can see things differently than before I had her. I count every day as a blessing no matter how difficult it may seem I just have to remember that God has put me on this path and for that I am thankful and it's just an amazing ride we are taking down this rode. I have a greater love and appreciation for my mother and my sister who we all can share this amazing bond that is stronger than before, we are all mother's together and I enjoy every waking moment I get to spend with both of them and Jadyn as well. Love you guys and all of the mother's and future mother's who are in my life.

Finally

So finally I have been waiting for weeks for these test results. It's official well unofficially I passed the CBEST Wooho!!