Halloween

I love this time of year. Going out the farm for pumpkins and it usually cools off but not this year it seems like its never going to cool off this year. But this year there were so many fun things to do now with emmie and Jadyn halloween got an early start for us this year.

Whistle while you work

So I started back at work today, so tragic. I wasn't sure how I would be dropping my baby off today. Would I be excited to get back to the daily grind and being surrounded by women my age or would I just be a sobbing mess that my little girl is now in the care of someone who is a complete stranger to her. Now her sitter is amazing people, my family personally knows her and I completly trust her with my little angel. Not to mention her big cousin J will be there to protect her. Actually Emmie needs to be protected from J but thats another story. But to my surprise I did very well today, a little tired but not what I thought I would be. Em thought it would be fun to wake up at 2:30 am and think that it was play time, I think she knew I was going back to work. But I was fine until I was dropping J and emmie off because Jadyn decided she would have a complete melt down in the driveway at the sitters house. Lovely, right? Here I have m baby in one arm 2 diaper bags and J throwing  screaming fit not wanting to go in. People i must say my hat goes off to those mothers that have 2 kids close in age cause let me tell you I thought I was going to lose my mind. I guess it was a little overwhelming going back to work and having to take the both of them. But it's moments like these that just make my day a worthwhile waking up early to see their bright shining little faces. So far the day has gone by quickly and I can only wonder how my little angel is doing.

Fall is finally here

my little chunky pumpkin

Twins

Emmie and the Wolf

Jadyn's new toys

I have to say I love fall. It finally is not a million degrees here and bearable enough to enjoy hanging outside with family. It feels like everyone in my family has a birthday in October so we have many to attend this month. Nothing like getting to hang out with the family, which we don't do enough. These are pics of birthday parties and football games, the start of a great season.

Just some new pics

Time is up already

I can't believe 10 weeks has flown by so fast . Sadly I am having to go back to work as a working mommy =(. My baby girl is 10 weeks old, this is the scary part. I feel like just yesterday I held my little Emmie in my arms for the first time. Now she holds her head up, knows who her mommy is, and smiles and coos as my silliness on a daily basis. These are the times that I wish I could bottle up and keep forever. But I can't wait till she can sit up on her own and begin that little deep belly laugh that goes on forever or when she looks up at me and says momma. These are the little joys that I long to have forever and the ones I look forward to everyday. Everyday is something new and so amazing with her I can't believe how much she has changed my life and made it that much better. To look into her eyes and know that this little person is a part of me leaves me speechless and I cannot wait to see who this little person turns out to be. The possibilites are endless for her and the excited part is the future for us and seeing who she becomes and the things she will do in life.

Life's little moments

sleeping beauty

Bath time

My chubby girl

Before my world change forever I really only lived my life for me and I took things for granted. I never really took the time to appreciate the things and people in my life before Emerson came into my life. Now everyday is a new adventure and I have come to appreciate the little moments in my life. There isn't a day anymore in my life that is the same and I have began to take every little thing good or bad with open arms knowing that everything happens for a reason. The best little moments now are just looking at my daughter grow and learn how to smile and all the little changes she has gone through since she was born almost 2 months ago. Everything I do in my life is to give her the best of everything possible. If you have kids you know what I am talking about, they are your everything in life and they are your #1. Everyday is a blessing for me and my family just to be able to let them know how much you love them and just being able to go through life's experiences with them and their support.

I am forever grateful for my daughter and my family in my life.