Thursday, April 23, 2009

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

My soap box

Ok so normally I wouldn't do this because this blog is suppose to be about Me, Emerson and our family but something has really bugged me the last day or so, the controversy over Miss America. Ok first of all for them to say she lost the crown for stating what she believed is wrong in my eyes. I am not up here to preach my side of the situation but isn't the purpose of the question round is to see how the contestants answer their questions not necessarily the content of the question. I think that question was a double edged sword in a sense either way she would have answered she would have ticked someone off. Some of the judges stated that she should have known her audience and who she was speaking to, which I feel is completely wrong. To me they are saying she should have answered her question to please everyone, what kind of Miss American would that be if she didn't take a stand. This girl stated the way she was raised and what she believed in and lost because of that. Kudos for her to stand her ground whether or not I believe the way she does.

Friday, April 17, 2009

So worth it

It doesn't matter if I am having the worst or the best day, nothing even comes close to seeing this little girls face and they way she lights up my life. Ever since she came into my life, everything is that much better if I can share it with her. This little girl can make some of the darkest skies blue, I know a little clique. But I just can't get enough of her little squishy smiling face. Even if she has bed hair.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Big Love

Ok so completely against everything I believe, hopefully no offense to those out there that do. I started watching Big Love on HBO. At first I started watching it at the beginning of the 3rd season, completely and totally confused I went and got the first 2 seasons. Basically in a nutshell it's about this polygamist family and their daily lives living in Utah as well as added drama for good measure. At first I was very apprehensive about watching the show just because I wasn't sure if the way that lived their lives would be portrayed in a bad or good manner. Of course again, this goes against everything that I was brought up to believe in and which those beliefs I will instill in my daughter. But the show is addicting, I can't get enough. In the sense that I want to see what is going to happen next in their crazy little lives. I myself could not stand the thought of sharing or having a "schedule" of when I am with my husband. Finally some of the women on the show are acting like i would have thought, jealous and not wanting to share with the others. But as you watch the show it's not just the Husband being married to 3 women it's almost like it's a very large family and they are all married to each other, which is weird. I don't know I am still having a hard time with how they do it all and what they believe it but it's almost intriguing watching and trying to understand why they believe and do the things they do. Again it is just a TV show and I have the slightest clue if how they are doing things is the actual belief of that religion but the story line is just wanting me to watch more.

Monday, April 6, 2009

Just in case . . .

Thanks Aunt K and Ash for showing me that hideous bug/thing/it that jumps out by my baby in the video of her crawling for the first time. I have no idea what it is or where it went but I am on the look out haha. It is at the end of the video if you look you can't miss it, is disgusting look. I hate bugs, especially ones that jump out at Emerson. But thanks again I have my bug spray ready.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

My poor baby

My poor baby girl when she gets sick, she really gets sick. I think it has alot to do with the fact that she was born early but who knows for sure I am not a doctor. Last week Emerson was diagnosed with a lung infection and had to go back on breathing treatments, like last time. But this time she is one 2 breathing treatments and an antibotics. Not to mention she has more teething coming in and she started crawling. She is such a little momma's girl now I think we spoil her to much and when she is cranky she wants to be loved on ALL THE TIME. But hey with a face like that how could you say no. She has me wrapped around her little finger it's sad. But I would do anything for this little girl, my chunkers.